09-28-2016, 02:08 PM
Salikku undaya american kaama anubhavangal ivide ‘ American Katha ‘ enna roopathil
Emi ente aduthu vannu. Ente pin kazhuthil kaivachu parranju. Chilappol. Chilappol ennu parranjaal nee ente koode chernniurinna chila nimishangalil. Baikkil pokumpozhokke…. Enthu parrayanamennenikkarriyillaayirunnu. Pakshe njaan avalude kavilile mrdulamaaya tholiyil viralotichu. Avalude karrutha thalamudiyil thaloti, payye kai ee samayam avalude kaikal enne eksplor cheyunnundaayirunnuvennu njaan manasilaakkiyathu ente rredu haaltur toppu nilathu veenu kazhinjappozhaanu. Njaanum braa dharichirunnilla. Enthinaanu njaan ente paandsu oori maatiyathennenikkarriyillaayirunnu appol. Enthaayaalum emiyum njaanum paandeesu dhaarikalaayimaarri. Parasparamaaseleshichu kondu njangal bedinaduthekku pathukke neengukayaayirunnu. Avalude chundukal ente nere neentu vannu. Aadyamaayi oru pen chundinte madhuravum chavarppum njaanarrinju. Ennaal avalude kaalukalkkietayil oru limgamundenna kaaryamorthppol enikku enne niyandhrikkaan kazhiyaatheyaayi. Njaan avalude naavu eempikkudichu. Avalude chandhiyithalukal ente kaikalkoyandu njaan njerichu. Ente guhyapradesam avaludethumaayi cherthu njaan paramaavadhi amarthi . Avalil ninnu oru njettalotu kootiyullaa deerghathasvaasam uyarnnu .
Neeyennu kollunnu,,, aval aamodathaal pirrupirruthu.
Anganeyengkil angane…. Njaan parranju. Emi, aval kidakkayilirunnu chandhi pokki ota valikku kuttinikkarrum gaafum azhichu maati. Churundukooti kidannirunna avalude limgam sathruvine kanda moor khaan paampineppole uyarnnuu vannu. Ha! Sundariyaaya emi. Avalude mun vasathu uddharichu nilkkumnna limgam, ithaa ee kaazhcha ethra manoharam. Njaan samayam paazhaakkiyilla, ekadesam randumaasamaayirikkunnu njaan laimgikabandhathilerppenattittu. Njaanente paandeesu azhichumaati. Emiyude aa uddaricha limgam kandu ente vaayil vellamoorri. Njaan nere kidakkayilekku chaati. Avalude alpammaayi varunna aa ppreekkam testu cheythu.
Ohu! Mai godu, aval pirrupirruthu. Aval kaalukal akathithannu. Ennittu purram vikaarathaal aarchurapole valachu. Chandhikal pokkithannu. Kidakkayilekku vikaarathallichayaal veenukondu aval ente svarnnakathalamudiyi murrukepidichu. Njaan avale ente vaaya kondu paripaati cheythu. Oru minitinakam avalude mesheen gan shoottu cheythu. Ente thondayil avalude suklam nirranju. Njaan athu thikanja aathmaarthha thayode mizhungi.
“O jeesasu, ente saali, ente ponnum kutukke, aval svaasam muttikondu pirrupirruthu. Avalude arakkettu appozhum svaasam valikkunnundaayirunnu. Avalude svaasam deerghatangalaayi. Aval kidakkayil thalarnnu kidannu. Njaanum avalotu chernuvaa kidannu. Ente chundukal avalude chevikku nere aayirunnu. Aadyamaayi njaan avalude mulakalil thottu. Enne onnum cheyyunnille emee” njaan avalotu cheviyil chodichu.
Njaan enthu cheyyanam, nee parranju thaa….
Emi, nee ithuvare ethengkilum pennumaayi paripaati natathiyittundo”
Pennumaayum illa, aanumaayum illa, njaan oroo verjikan aanu. Enikku dhairyamillaayirunnu ente ee saadhanam aareyengkilum kaanikkaan. Churungi paavathaane pole kidaakkunna avalude saadhanam njaan kayyiletuthu thaloti. Njaan avaloode chundukalil amarthinu chumbichu. Njaan ente vaaya thurrannu kotuthu, oru kshanamennonam. Aval enne thirichu chumbichu. Emiyude koorthaa naavu aadya alpamra pathukkente vaaykkullil ellaabhaagathum sanjcharichu. Ente pallukalkkumrra melchu ntukalikkumitayil pallukalkkum keezhchundukalkkuumitayil, naavinte katavare avalude naavu pathukke izhanjunatannu.
Emiyude kaikal njaanarriyaathe thanne njaan ente mulakalkku meethe vachu. Ente mulakkannukal sooppar sensikateevu aanengkil, avaludethu pensilu irresar pole kathinamaayirunnu. Njaan avalude mulakkannukal njerichu. Avalude naavukalil ente vaaykkullil athinte prathifalanam natathi. Njaan vedana etukkum vidhathil avalude mulakkannukal njerichu. Avalil ninnu marmmadaram uyarnnuu. Njaan pathukke ente kai thaazhekku konduvannu. Avalude aayudham pinneyum valuthaayirikkunnu. Njangal kidappilthnne thirinju. Emiyippoeel ente mukalilaayi. Ente kavachu kidakkunna ente kaalukalkki tayilaayi aval. Kuninjaval ente vayarril chumbichu. Pinne thudakalude ulabhaagathu aval pasukkidaavu nakkunnathu pole maarri maarri nakki. Ente guhyapradesam aake chalapila aayirikkukayaayirunnu. Aval avide mookkukondu urachu. Aval avide nakkithorthaa nulla purrappaataanennu enikku manasilaayi.
No, emee, no njaan parranju. Enikkinnu pireedsu aarambham.
Ai dondu ker. Aval pirrupirruthu. Enikku venam. Nee ente nidhiyaanu. Nee ente daivamaanu. Ninte manam enne mathu pidippikkunnu. Ninte onnum njaan vestaakkilla. Nee ente ellaamellaamaanu.
Njaan oru deerghenisvaasamayachu. Avalude naavukal ente yoneedalam pilarthuaannathu njaanarrinju, randumoonnu thavana yoneethatathil naavidturachu aval pasukkidaavu nakkunnathu pole ente yoneethatam muzhuvanum nakki thorthiee. Ente ativayatilevideyokkeyo amittukal pottunnathu njaanarrinju. Njaan ente kaalukal kondavale kettippidichu. Avalude nakkalinte thaalam murruki. Aval ente bhagasasnika kandupidichu naavukondu. Athilaval pathukke katichappol ente chandhikal orati pondhi. Njaan urrakke murandu. Vegam vegam…… enne kollu…. Emee, vegam vegam.
Emi ente aduthu vannu. Ente pin kazhuthil kaivachu parranju. Chilappol. Chilappol ennu parranjaal nee ente koode chernniurinna chila nimishangalil. Baikkil pokumpozhokke…. Enthu parrayanamennenikkarriyillaayirunnu. Pakshe njaan avalude kavilile mrdulamaaya tholiyil viralotichu. Avalude karrutha thalamudiyil thaloti, payye kai ee samayam avalude kaikal enne eksplor cheyunnundaayirunnuvennu njaan manasilaakkiyathu ente rredu haaltur toppu nilathu veenu kazhinjappozhaanu. Njaanum braa dharichirunnilla. Enthinaanu njaan ente paandsu oori maatiyathennenikkarriyillaayirunnu appol. Enthaayaalum emiyum njaanum paandeesu dhaarikalaayimaarri. Parasparamaaseleshichu kondu njangal bedinaduthekku pathukke neengukayaayirunnu. Avalude chundukal ente nere neentu vannu. Aadyamaayi oru pen chundinte madhuravum chavarppum njaanarrinju. Ennaal avalude kaalukalkkietayil oru limgamundenna kaaryamorthppol enikku enne niyandhrikkaan kazhiyaatheyaayi. Njaan avalude naavu eempikkudichu. Avalude chandhiyithalukal ente kaikalkoyandu njaan njerichu. Ente guhyapradesam avaludethumaayi cherthu njaan paramaavadhi amarthi . Avalil ninnu oru njettalotu kootiyullaa deerghathasvaasam uyarnnu .
Neeyennu kollunnu,,, aval aamodathaal pirrupirruthu.
Anganeyengkil angane…. Njaan parranju. Emi, aval kidakkayilirunnu chandhi pokki ota valikku kuttinikkarrum gaafum azhichu maati. Churundukooti kidannirunna avalude limgam sathruvine kanda moor khaan paampineppole uyarnnuu vannu. Ha! Sundariyaaya emi. Avalude mun vasathu uddharichu nilkkumnna limgam, ithaa ee kaazhcha ethra manoharam. Njaan samayam paazhaakkiyilla, ekadesam randumaasamaayirikkunnu njaan laimgikabandhathilerppenattittu. Njaanente paandeesu azhichumaati. Emiyude aa uddaricha limgam kandu ente vaayil vellamoorri. Njaan nere kidakkayilekku chaati. Avalude alpammaayi varunna aa ppreekkam testu cheythu.
Ohu! Mai godu, aval pirrupirruthu. Aval kaalukal akathithannu. Ennittu purram vikaarathaal aarchurapole valachu. Chandhikal pokkithannu. Kidakkayilekku vikaarathallichayaal veenukondu aval ente svarnnakathalamudiyi murrukepidichu. Njaan avale ente vaaya kondu paripaati cheythu. Oru minitinakam avalude mesheen gan shoottu cheythu. Ente thondayil avalude suklam nirranju. Njaan athu thikanja aathmaarthha thayode mizhungi.
“O jeesasu, ente saali, ente ponnum kutukke, aval svaasam muttikondu pirrupirruthu. Avalude arakkettu appozhum svaasam valikkunnundaayirunnu. Avalude svaasam deerghatangalaayi. Aval kidakkayil thalarnnu kidannu. Njaanum avalotu chernuvaa kidannu. Ente chundukal avalude chevikku nere aayirunnu. Aadyamaayi njaan avalude mulakalil thottu. Enne onnum cheyyunnille emee” njaan avalotu cheviyil chodichu.
Njaan enthu cheyyanam, nee parranju thaa….
Emi, nee ithuvare ethengkilum pennumaayi paripaati natathiyittundo”
Pennumaayum illa, aanumaayum illa, njaan oroo verjikan aanu. Enikku dhairyamillaayirunnu ente ee saadhanam aareyengkilum kaanikkaan. Churungi paavathaane pole kidaakkunna avalude saadhanam njaan kayyiletuthu thaloti. Njaan avaloode chundukalil amarthinu chumbichu. Njaan ente vaaya thurrannu kotuthu, oru kshanamennonam. Aval enne thirichu chumbichu. Emiyude koorthaa naavu aadya alpamra pathukkente vaaykkullil ellaabhaagathum sanjcharichu. Ente pallukalkkumrra melchu ntukalikkumitayil pallukalkkum keezhchundukalkkuumitayil, naavinte katavare avalude naavu pathukke izhanjunatannu.
Emiyude kaikal njaanarriyaathe thanne njaan ente mulakalkku meethe vachu. Ente mulakkannukal sooppar sensikateevu aanengkil, avaludethu pensilu irresar pole kathinamaayirunnu. Njaan avalude mulakkannukal njerichu. Avalude naavukalil ente vaaykkullil athinte prathifalanam natathi. Njaan vedana etukkum vidhathil avalude mulakkannukal njerichu. Avalil ninnu marmmadaram uyarnnuu. Njaan pathukke ente kai thaazhekku konduvannu. Avalude aayudham pinneyum valuthaayirikkunnu. Njangal kidappilthnne thirinju. Emiyippoeel ente mukalilaayi. Ente kavachu kidakkunna ente kaalukalkki tayilaayi aval. Kuninjaval ente vayarril chumbichu. Pinne thudakalude ulabhaagathu aval pasukkidaavu nakkunnathu pole maarri maarri nakki. Ente guhyapradesam aake chalapila aayirikkukayaayirunnu. Aval avide mookkukondu urachu. Aval avide nakkithorthaa nulla purrappaataanennu enikku manasilaayi.
No, emee, no njaan parranju. Enikkinnu pireedsu aarambham.
Ai dondu ker. Aval pirrupirruthu. Enikku venam. Nee ente nidhiyaanu. Nee ente daivamaanu. Ninte manam enne mathu pidippikkunnu. Ninte onnum njaan vestaakkilla. Nee ente ellaamellaamaanu.
Njaan oru deerghenisvaasamayachu. Avalude naavukal ente yoneedalam pilarthuaannathu njaanarrinju, randumoonnu thavana yoneethatathil naavidturachu aval pasukkidaavu nakkunnathu pole ente yoneethatam muzhuvanum nakki thorthiee. Ente ativayatilevideyokkeyo amittukal pottunnathu njaanarrinju. Njaan ente kaalukal kondavale kettippidichu. Avalude nakkalinte thaalam murruki. Aval ente bhagasasnika kandupidichu naavukondu. Athilaval pathukke katichappol ente chandhikal orati pondhi. Njaan urrakke murandu. Vegam vegam…… enne kollu…. Emee, vegam vegam.